Gonna partially port over a post I made on Sleepy's /r9k/ music thread about the music I leave playing on the background while I browse IBs and add upon it.
1-Remorse by Scattle (original version) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JD4JgmF9t7g
1A-Same as above but slowed down https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lckbnHLyGg
1B-Ditto but its played on an acoustic guitar https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bQp8PxFBxkE
2-Old Snake from the MGS 4 OST, but only the guitar part https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bP1NuslSscE
2A-Same as above but its an arrangement using a piano and a flute along with the acoustic guitar https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6OvEhaysasg
I like synthwave too, Kavinsky made cool stuff.
Beautiful song, my Spanish might be weak but I still love authentic Spanish music like this.
I really like the first track and the last song, I listened to similar Russian and Slavic music a lot earlier this year.
>Giles Corey's No One is Ever Going to Want Me
Wow, another mage here who listen to Giles Corey. I still remember the Wizardchan post that linked this song and I'm Going To Do It, I heard these songs a lot back in 2015.
Nice. I like the song's instrumentals but I don't enjoy the lyrics.
>Do you attach memories of periods of your life to music?
Absolutely yes, there are periods of my life that I can hear the music I was listening to at the time, when I reminisce about them, and when I listen to music I have already listened to, I instantly recall the period of my life when I discovered it or started listening to it constantly. I can share some of mine:
1-2008 to 2010: Linkin Park's In The End and Crawling https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVTXPUF4Oz4 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd9OhYroLN0
Dealing with heavy school bullying and loneliness which caused my depression to which I suffer to this date, with no end in sight. Dropped out in 2010, never finished school. Later in that same year, I tried committing suicide for the first time by hanging myself with an old rope I found lying around, which tore a few seconds after I kicked the wooden stool I was on. If only there was a better rope available at that time.
2-2011 to mid 2014: Alumina which is Death Note's ending theme https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fhgwSyRmAb8
, Higurashi no Naku Koro ni's OP https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9opZi6PluKI
, Hikari no Rasenritsu which is Rozen Maiden Traumend's ED https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMMg_Hlchcg
, Faylan's Blood Teller https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nAgy2U7US0I
and Yousei Teikoku's Filament https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zfxYLORjWCg
which are Mirai Nikki's ED songs, and finally One Reason by Fade which is Deadman Wonderland's OP https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICpzoZozwCU
Watching YTPs, both BR ones as well the ones in English, lead me to discovering Brazilian IBs which formally introduced me to anime. This was most likely a mistake, anime coupled with nearly total isolation rapidly worsened my depression, Mirai Nikki completely destroys me. Out of all of these songs, One Reason is still the only one I still listen to from time to time and it never fails to make me feel colossal angst and fury.
3-Late 2014 to 2016: Instrumental version of David Bowie's Space Oddity https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CtBItBCZsvU
and Giles Corey's two songs which I already mentioned here (and both of them are already linked and posted here on /tower/)
Gamergate happens, news of it reach Brazilian IBs, which introduced me to 8chan and Wizardchan, both of which I start lurking. It also introduced me to politics and conspiracy theories, leading me to start lurking /pol/ and occasionally hopping onto /x/. Eventually switch over to Magicchan after anti-Brazilian posts start showing up on Wiz and running into a Magicchan link someone left there. A couple more suicide attempts happen after lurking 8chan's /suicide/ but I was too stupid to properly perform the carotid compression method that got really popular there, and a post about windpipe collapse made me afraid to keep trying it.
4-2017 to mid 2018: Power Glove's I Am The Program https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5joTyy3CCo
Got into synthwave and solo traditional gaming while diving even deeper into politics and researching conspiracy theories.
5-late 2018 to early 2021: Xurious's Revolt Against The Modern World https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvGYhkiO_2w
Discovered spirituality and joined a National Socialist Brazilian online occult / esoteric / spiritual community. Things finally start getting better, I start focusing on self improvement. Start encountering paranormal phenomenon. As 2020 rolls in and throughout, my depression starts returning and becoming stronger and stronger as I realize how fucked humanity and this world truly is.
6-Mid 2021 to now: Molchat Doma's Kletka https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NtPk22NWB5Y
Feeling worse than I ever felt in my life, I request discharge from this online group, which is granted. I leave in great terms with the community. Start missing the volcel community, which leads