Thank you! I can see I was wrong. So one can still desire for something and obtain it, even desire something while having it. Seems like the only two necessary elements for a successful manifestation are a belief in already possessing your desire, and focus imagining (or visualization)
applied to it.
>After a little while you should start to feel numb or kind of floaty
That does sound an awful lot like going to sleep, or the dizzyness you get after suffering a concussion. Considering a man dreams during his sleep, one might consider the visualization done in alpha state as something akin to daydreaming, hence why it'd be so easier to feel oneself in another situation.
Makes sense. All that impatience and verification does is telling your subconscious that you do not have you desire, essentially doing the opposite of visualization. A cool, tranquil confidence that knows it already what it desires seems to be the detachment is really about.
Getting there, is the hard part. I guess, start small, and gradually work your way up into greater and greater manifestations. Sometimes I wonder just how powerful manifestations can get, beyond affecting one's life and the lives of the people they know, into affecting wider society and perhaps the universe itself.