I've read of this "Semen Retention" thing.
It just comes across as coomers putting their selfcontrol on a pedestal as if it was a super power, but I'd like to investigate a bit more.
I had a loved one who due to my negative vibrations walked away from my life. I am currently applying Law of Attraction to be with her again. I am confident in that she shares the same bed as me, and she's glad that we're together.
That being said, I can only jerk off so much to her before it becomes sad, so sometimes I'd search for erotic content involving busty girls. Nothing hardcore mind you, just videos of naked women showing off.
But here is the catch, many times to not say almost all of them I'd feel guilty after jerking off to them, because I have no connection whatsoever with them. One time for example I didn't really want to do it but did it anyway and I felt like absolute shit.
So how does this "sexual energy" manifest in our lives?