Hey guys, I'm sorry for all the things that ended up happening due to my sheer retardation. I'll explain it bluntly.
The reason why I dropped the board moderation was because there was the constant ni/gg/er/cakeboi/yogapig spam that was being shilled 24/7 on most threads. Deleting those posts would have just kickstarted a witchunt on the board from /cow/ since that's where most of the shilling of that kind comes from (or at least that's what I thought at the moment).
Since I knew that I would've ended up in the same position as Mark (ie: constant shitflinging here because of the moderation) I stopped doing it and posted on lizchan that I was gonna drop the moderation because I was too ashamed to post it on the original board. Eventually I just dropped the plans and decided to give it to the admin of .cafe.
Understanding this, I also feel myself at fault for the death of lizchan, since most anons or at least a group of them started to believe they were the ones shilling constantly, sort of like a boogieman. My retarded actions dragged lizmin to admit something about how he was not corrupt or something (obvious stuff), and also dragged the same /cow/spam that I couldn't delete on /r9k/ there. So not only did I doom /r9k/, I also doomed the lizards as well.
I want to reclarify, the reason why I posted that on lizchan was because I was too ashamed of saying it on /r9k/, and I didn't want any of the /cowrevolt/, /cow/ or 9chan as it apparently is from there the originating spam being the ones leading the board (if you went to the /h/ bunker on julay that lasted like a second you may've understood why. They had a cyclical thead to track virgins back on 8chan and mock them after all)
It took up to five months for the mask to wear off, I'm not proud of any of the things I did, and I destroyed /r9k/ AND lizardchan due to my complete stupidity. If anyone reading this that was from fatpeople is here and is mad at me, feel right to take a shit on my face. I didn't want to get into any of this petty highschool behaviour, I only wanted robots to come back, but trying to run away just destroyed everything. I was the biggest bitch in all of this.
I'm fucking sorry, I destroyed everything in an attempt to save face. I don't deserve to live