Went with a light push on the voyeurism and posing hypotheticals as well as claiming that I had a dream where I had a harem of multiple wives of only her. Pretty significant results and some mildly amusing stuff. At this point Im definitely certain she is rather into cuckquean but likely not entirely comfortable with it or the certain aspects as well as worried that I'd somehow be stolen away/be tempted to leave.
So, to start with I decided to go over the 'dream'. Which was interesting. She seemed to have a mixed reaction but turned on by it which lead to an interesting conversation.
>she suggested that we do roleplay
>floated the idea that she could be a hooker or just some girl I picked up at a bar
>I offered back that thats too sleazy, offering instead a girlfriend or co-wife scenario
>she didnt like the girlfriend suggestion and at first refused to address why co-wife wasnt good
>eventually settled on "its too realistic" while her face was red
>asked for an explanation and all I got was weak deflections
>"Youre too handsome, someone might try to steal you."
Im honestly rather average and absolutely nothing special,
>"besides, most women out there are nuts."
>"where would we all sleep? Itd be awkward."
When I offered, jokingly, that I could change my office into a bedroom she kind of sputtered and told me I was mean and went back into other deflections
>"well, Im greedy. Id want you more often."
Pointed out that that wasnt a no
>"well you arent allowed to date, most women are nuts and thats a weird situation."
Follow back with a teasing tone that she said she'd pick co-wife, since I apparently wasnt allowed to. Went beet red and then became sexually aggressive
Decided at some point to keep prodding about why she said it was too realistic, as if I could just pop out and come home with a second wife. Obviously even getting to a point to even attempt such a situation would probably be a ton of work and lots of screening; even more so since I have children, my state has squatter laws, and more. So this was definitely odd to me and at least seems that indicate that its at least a very real thing to her that I could just have a second wife.
>she wouldnt explain the why she said it was too realistic and still refuses to, instead deflecting still or just outright changing the subject
No anger, just kind of a general embarrassment and more indications that this is something she seems to have thought about thoroughly
From there I decided to push on some of the voyeur/compersion stuff. Continued with the harem dream thing and worked it in as dirty talk about having to watch me use a different her however I wanted. Ill spare the unnecessary details, but did pick up rather big stuff
>she's absolutely into the idea of watching me
>she's up for watching me have sex, suggesting taping it
>floated that she didnt think itd be as good to watch me having sex with her, phrased in such a way to suggest that she wanted to watch me rail a girl that she considers prettier than herself
>"Im not that pretty, so it wouldn't be as fun for me to watch."
Didnt push on this, but will at a later time. And yes, I did make sure to reassure her about how she looks.
Gonna try and get that why.
Definitely going to see, some of the stuff we talked about the other day hit on these but not fully. Another aspect that might be part of the unwillingness to discuss is general views on bisexuality versus wants, dunno.
It seems more like the offered excuse would be "backup" but that she's into it, Ill have to find a way to bring this up at some point. Have mentioned that housechores and such would be easier with another wife.
>"no, youd just end up with two of us being pregnant and grumbling at you."
Told her I wouldnt mind that, which prompted a subject change as her face went red
Some of those are pretty tough, Ill likely marry them with what I parsed out and see what she says
>likely multiple bedrooms as she's indicated
Basically was told its now part of my husbandly responsibilities to let her watch me masturbate and that I have to really let her know that I enjoy it lmao