Same old story, nothing very interesting, we went from talking every day to not talking at all. I had to stop thinking about her, so I nuked all bridges and deleted anything related to her, I wonder if I made the right decision.
It isn't some internet bullshit relationship, we were childhood friends, she was my crush for the longest time, and when I finally had a chance with her, when we finally dated, she had to leave the country... I really tried, even after that, I wanted to be friends, but I guess I'm just not cut for that.
I won't let this crush me though, not only for myself, but for her and my happiest memories that I managed to share with her as well. Even if that means crying about it every night before going to sleep and going back to write shit poetry. I want to be a better, person, even if that just means hiding better how shitty I truly am.
Even then, I wonder, how is she now. Does she think about me? If she does, what she thinks? She hates me? I guess I just want to say, I miss you.