>>5219 Becoming a ZOGbot from this point forward wood be a serious mistake in my opinion OP. Bolshevik-in-Chief Queen Neighbour Kamihaha isn't going to treat you berry well, on that you can rest assured. Do you have any skills on your own yet?

>>5220 Skills? Nope not really I'm hoping I can at least get in and fix computers because with those I'm at least knowledgable on how to fix and diagnose those stuff (ie use Google efficiently lol) What about you anon, you doing good?

>>5221 >I'm hoping I can at least get in and fix computers because with those I'm at least knowledgable on how to fix and diagnose those stuff (ie use Google efficiently lol) Well, exactly that Anon. Get a job doing computer work for your bread. If you become skilled at Linux Administration, you can bank money here on the outside. Far better than stepping into the absolute cesspool of degeneracy that the US military is being transformed into in current year. At the berry least have a looooong talk with any military/veterans so you know something about what you're getting into. >What about you anon, you doing good? Yep, learning how to program pretty much six days a week. I still have a long way to go, but I've come a long way already too.

>>5219 >finally ready to be healthy, again >after a month and a half of dieting get sicknes that won't go away clockwork

>>5260 oof the fug happened anon

>>5260 When you say 'dieting', do you mean eating healthily and avoiding snacks? Or are you referring to those 'crash' diets in which people lose weight really quickly? If it is the latter, you are basically starving yourself and depriving your body of vital nutrients and could run the risk of irreparable damage. See a doctor.

>>5219 I trully dont know. Rn I'm studying in one of the best unis in my country. Also, I already have some decent job in the field of science I currently studying. I have loving parents and no problems with health so far. But I dont know, I feel empty for some reason. I have some tasks to be done but for about a month I mostly dont have a willpower to even play a game or smth like that. Sorry, if this is wrong thread for my bullcaca but its the only place I could think of to post. Sorry.

>>5285 You don't have willpower... to play a game? That's not what willpower is for.

Watch https://youtu.be/ODTxNmp3VMk

Just wanted to say i ate the best melon in my life some days ago. I left it out for a couple days more to ripen up extra, chilled it in the fridge for another day or two and then picked out the fruit with an ice cream scoop. Separated the big scoops from the small shavings in different plates and chilled them both for 10-15 minutes more in the freezer. Quite refreshing and sweet, at times it felt more like honeywater rather than juice. Cheaper than a dessert and as good as one from a normal restaurant.

To be quite honest: It could be better. I've been trying to make something, a dApp or something similar, that I can put on future resumes, but I can't stick with anything. I build a frontend, and then I get another idea and I drop the previous one. And so forth. Also, I hate my current job. But I work for one of the best employers in my region, so I don't really have a reason, and I feel guilty for disliking it. >>5285 >I'm studying in one of the best unis in my country. Also, I already have some decent job in the field of science I currently studying. I have loving parents and no problems with health so far. I'm berry jealous, anon. Don't mess it up. I had to drop out because I'm a schizo, and it messed up my life to a certain degree. Stick to it. Your efforts will be worthwhile.

>>5219 Military's great if you get an interesting/useful job you can learn things useful outside with. Donr be a grunt or a truck driver. Lifes been steadily improving. Working through some life long phobias/mental health issues, learning 2 code, and spending most days reading, studying, exercising, or playing fighting games with friends Maybe cheesy, but feels like I can attribute a lot of recent improvement to mental improvement I got from implenting buddhism/meditation practices into daily life. Been a while since I felt this at ease in life, hope you all succeed in finding inner tranquility and kindness through your own ways

We finally hired a new guy and stopped being understaffed about a month ago. Things have been slowly getting better since, I'm able to relax more and I have energy to do things after work (besides sitting at the computer doing nothing useful). So I started reading SICP and got back into exercising for the first time in over a year. Feels nice overall.

I'm 5 years deep on a 6 years contract, don't quacking sell your soul to the military. That pit of purpose you might be lacking; the only thing the military can fill it with is suffering. When I was in A school 2 of my classmates killed themselves, the trend continues throughout the military only you get less sensitive to it. It never gets any better; I don't expect it to get better when I get out, I only hope it will stop getting worse.

>>5375 >the only thing the military can fill it with is suffering. You are w.eak anon >When I was in A school 2 of my classmates ki.lled themselves Maybe you should consider sui.cide we.akling

>>5380 You first friend. :-)

I got an 87 on my asvab. Navy air. Went in for four years, quacked a bunch of kids in the orient, got out, got a cacaload of benefits that will stay with me forever, free drinks at bars, discounts at restaurants, free pills for whatever etc. Was fun, but my family company is doing well and I don't ever really have to work again. So except for last year, I just fly around finding kids of different continents and hiking/backpacking. Getting kinda old though. Gonna hit 40 soon.

>>5219 >back in college full-time >got a job working 30 hrs/wk >running eberry other day >practicing spanish >reading more It feels nice to be doing something with my life, but I'm so tired...

>>5845 my goodness sounds like a recipe for burnout (if i were in your shoes)

Life should be going good. New job that I really wanted with lots of training and potential. Health is going OK. Spooky season is imminent. But, I'm feelin kinda lonesome. Got a case of the melancholy. Wood like someone nice to hold hands with and look at the sea.

>>5848 Wood, not wood. But I was thinking of a nice forest walk to be fair

>>5849 You shouldn't try to fight the filters, to bee honey.

Working on living the r9k life of surviving off disabilitybux. And by working I mean waiting months and months between eberry interaction with the disability offices.

>>5867 Nice dog.

>>5867 >disability ssi or ssdi? I got ssdi, I guess because I was and am somewhat working part time and my living circumstance I am living with my parents and I can't afford to pay the fair share because the cost is too high but my lawyer got me out of ssi. your mother is probably gonna control your check just like my mother is. This is why I work part time and mother feels berry controlling. I honestly don't know to do once my parents retire because they are moving somewhere far away. >>5845 >practicing spanish you have someone to speak to in Spanish? Berry good for odd jobs but language learning is pointless if you can't practice taking with someone otherwise you will only know how to read or listen but you will not what to say in real time. I think talking is the first to lost once stop using the language because I understand spanish but I can't remember any of words, like it is on the tip of tongue but can't remember what the words are anymore. I honestly want to learn Portuguese because there are lots Brazilians in my area but I am afriad I will neglect Portuguese just like I did with spanish

>>5870 Nah, I'm just building up vocab at the moment and reading/listening to podcasts. But I'm in Florida, so finding someone to talk to shouldn't be hard.

>>5358 Update: he quit. To work at the grocery store, of all places. And for some reason my boss doesn't want to hire another guy. So now I'm considering either A) finding a new job that's less stressful or B) resuming my search for a shrink, hoping to find a better way once I have the mental strength. Problem with A is that there's few/no jobs in my line of work around here, so I'd have to move. It honestly sounds really difficult, like I'd have to find both a job and a place at around the same time so one doesn't get snatched up before I can get the other. With B, I'd have to find one that's available on weekends. I don't want to regularly take time off on a weekday and have my boss ask me what's going on.

>>5219 woah surprised that my thread is still going dang >>5356 >>5375 >>5390 I got 81 on my ASVAB and got in for AV (Avionics Technicians) cause quack it might as well be working on some of the coolest caca on the planet (well that is if I got working on jets lol)

OP here, Welp I ship out on bootcamp tomorrow and I feel funny about it. Gonna be nervous as quack by the time I ride that plane and bus though Wish me luck comfynons!

>>5976 Sorry I'm late, but good luck anon~

>>5976 pray for anon :)

>>5976 >bootcamp not comfy at all, anon.

>>5219 I'm tired of being a neet, I'm getting ready to take a job, it's really good because i can work from home and the salary is fine for my poopy country, wish me luck bros

I think my life is truly over. Sure, I didn't get to do some things I wanted to do, but I did manage to do some things I did want to do. Still, there was so much more I wanted to do. I'm not angry, I'm not sad. All I have now is a quiet acceptance of the end.

>>6083 If I can ask, did you get some terminal illness or do you feel defeated in life and don't have the energy to go on?

>>6083 May Allah have mercy on you.

Lots of mil anons here. Good luck out there guys. As for me, it's decent, but could be better. Unfortunately, I've been getting berry strong urges to self harm after I started doing it again a couple days ago. It's strange because I don't have to necessarily be sad to do it. I exploit it just because it feels good and I like the feeling of recoberry my body goes through. It also just gets me thinking, and helps me brainstorm and stuff. For whatever reason when I don't self harm my brain just feels foggy and I go through extreme lows and highs. It makes me act like a totally different person. I'm extroverted after recently cutting because of the high. Then my friends and family get concerned when I feel the effects wear off (when the high of it wears off) so I do it again to get back to my extroverted perky self. I'm just caught in a cycle where I want to let them know this isn't who I am, but at the same time I don't want them to get worried for me or worse, get sent to a psych ward. Decisions, decisions. I've only told one friend about it. They're internet-only but I think it's a good baby step into helping me quit, or at least just doing it less. Oh well. Even if/when I do it tonight, I'll still be proud of myself for trying. This is the first time I didn't do it for multiple days in a row. It's stoopy to expect to be perfect. >>6083 Sends a chill down my bones. Have you considered setting up a GoFundMe or anything similar like that? I hope you're hanging on out there wherever you are. Bless you.

Starting a new job next week, and I'm anxious about first impressions and imposter syndrome. I really hope it works out, teaches me to socialize better and I can stop being a friendless hermit who spends too much time playing vidya.

>>5873 A bit's happened in the past month and a half. Since making this post my rent got jacked up, which spurred me to apply for a bunch of jobs. None of them accepted me. I got interviews for each one, but they all rejected me within the same day. In fact, at the last one I just had today, the guy cut the interview short and just told me to leave right then and there. I wish I knew what was wrong with me. I guess it's just because I'm too shy? I don't even know anymore. If I could see a shrink then I could start working through these problems, but there's absolutely none who are available when I am. Luckily I've spoken to my boss and he agreed to give me a raise. Work's also gotten a little easier as we've hired a new guy to replace the last one who quit. He's annoying, but it beats dealing with customers that are even more so. Still, I'd like to leave this job eventually and move to a town where there's actually things to do. People say "go outside", but "outside" here is a chain-store-ridden hellscape. I haven't made any real-life friends since high school, all the interesting people leave for the big cities by the time they're done with college.

>>6133 >People say "go outside", but "outside" here is a chain-store-ridden hellscape I know what you mean, and landscapes where I live are nothing worth writing home about either. >I haven't made any real-life friends since high school, all the interesting people leave for the big cities by the time they're done with college. I live in a small town and wood prefer to get all the way out in the country just for the security aspect for the future. I lost contact with my friends, but I realized that I'm not really capable of maintaining friendships anyway.

Things are alright for now. Could be a little better

>>6132 Good luck anon. You got this :D

>>5976 OP here Actually finished bootcamp (surprisingly easy lol) and graduated a week ago! It was actually a nice experience and definitely gave me a confident boost and some nice bros! Hardest part of it was definitely the starting days where you don't know what the quack to do and caca, but it all goes smooth sailing as time passes on (really eberrything became a routine, even the ITs).

>>5219 not much for me, just kinda existing. I work on some projects in my garage eberry now and then, go out for walks and put up posters, but other than that i dont really do much. I live too far away from all my friends from school so the only irl friend i have left is a guy named Greg (hes pretty cool) but we dont talk often. I dont even talk to my online friends that much anymore, im never playing the games the play or anything like that. Plus we just kinda have our differences. Im not even sulking about any of this, its been like this for so long i dont even really care anymore

>>6279 thats good to hear,

>>5219 I'm starting college in early february with a full scholarship plus i lift 3x a week and i'm starting to look good

Caca like always