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Anonymous 01/05/2022 (Wed) 04:56:53 No.2490
Well, I don’t really know how should I explain my situation. My life is a mess, I don’t have any friends, or a girlfriend, or someone that really cares about me. Since I was a child I was humiliated and treated badly, I'm a porn addict since I was a child and I discovered that one of my family members is planning to make an OnlyFans account. I see that this world is getting more shitty and degenerate and I feel like our leaders (most probably Jews) are trying to enslave everyone. I don't even trust Christianity because of its Jewish roots (I don't care if someone says that "not all Jews are evil" or "some jews are cool tradcaths!", I don't trust them and I hate them with all my soul, no matter what). Since I was a kid I was bullied for being autistic, so that's probably the reason I have BPD nowadays. I have a lot of traumas that I can't forget, and I get really nervous when I remember some of them. I'm planning to kill myself soon (I'm going for a few days to a place I used to go when I was a kid, so I will just end it all there), I'm tired of everything, I have never been happy in my whole life. All I just wanted is have a nice asian wife (sounds like a joke for some reason, but I liked asian girls since I'm a kid), live in a nice place, have friends and raise children, sounds weird but if I was specific I would liked to live in a place like Japan in the 2000s or 90s, before the Internet and Technology in general became this shitfest, but I guess that's not going to happen. The best case scenario is that I end up as a wageslave for some kike until my diet of shitty soylent food and the EMFs in my city ends up killing me. Every plan I make goes out wrong, it's like I have bad luck or that something wants me to suffer for some reason. I asked God to help me but he doesn't answer. And I don't know if he does exist or he is just some kind of Tulpa. But the thing is that I'm tired of this world.
>>2490 >I'm planning to kill myself soon >Every plan I make goes out wrong, killing yourself isnt a good idea since that will just send you to hell, if you cant bear this world so much that you want to kill yourself then id be really concerned about hell since you cant leave there > I don't even trust Christianity because of its Jewish roots the reason you hate the jews is because of their promotion of moral degeneracy which is leading you family member to make an onlyfans, christianity is against evil like that
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>>2490 >My life is a mess, I don’t have any friends, or a girlfriend, or someone that really cares about me. You have your Creator.
u can apply to the jet program to live in japan for 5 years as a english teacher and choose to stay or not after the contract expire. i feel the same as you do. i hate living here in the united states and i cant find myself staying here any longer. its nice to see a friend here and yEEEAAAAH I AGREEE i think it would be nice to live in a place like japan before the internet became too homo and very much popular.
>>2499 yeah, but i live in a third world nation, still, i could study computer engineering or some shit like that.
>>2527 I would also recommend reading the other threads on here and asking whatever questions come to mind. We will do our best to answer, or to redirect you to sources which can. These are not new problems, and thus the answers to them are already there in our traditions and scholars.
>>2490 Try to find a church or person and talk with the pastor or someone there You are meant for more than this, don't give up just yet; your life can have meaning and purpose If prayers aren't enough, maybe God is trying to put a person in your life to help As for your goals, we'll, maybe they'll be fulfilled, maybe God has different plans in store for you Try reading the Bible, or maybe looking for online pastors if the world is too scary for you right now One of my friends was a shut in who did nothing but play runescape, doesn't have his GED and lives off his parents, but just months ago he managed to quit that stuff, God is working in his life and changing him, You never know how God will work in your life, but don't give up on your life without truly trying to get to know God There is also the dangerous of a bad afterlife with suicide while unsaved and even after being saved, please reconsider, I dont want you to experience hellfire for eternity
>>2490 >Unto thee will I cry, O Lord my strength: think no scorn of me; lest, if thou make as though thou hearest not, I become like them that go down into the pit. >Hear the voice of my humble petitions, when I cry unto thee: when I hold up my hands towards the mercy-seat of thy holy temple. >O pluck me not away, neither destroy me with the ungodly and wicked doers: which speak friendly to their neighbours, but imagine mischief in their hearts. A part of the psalm that happened to be due to be read for evening prayer yesterday. I came across it while praying for you (I hope you don't mind). In all honesty I don't know why I'm making a reply. I don't have any words that will fix your problems. I'm not here to tall you to not kill yourself (you get enough of that already). It's just that you hit close to home on several points and if you took the trouble to write all this, it wouldn't be right if I ignored it. >The best case scenario is that I end up as a wageslave for some kike until my diet of shitty soylent food and the EMFs in my city ends up killing me. Did you have a dream for what you wanted to do or did it get crushed? >Every plan I make goes out wrong Do you have the thing where nothing you ever applied for (jobs, housing etc) ever got accepted or is yours something different? I just want to know if it's the same. >Jews The Jews, along with their master Satan, are trying to destroy anything good. They want us to hate each other and to live in fear and without hope. It is very hard for us living today to hope since our world is genuinely hopeless. But if anyone can learn to hope nowadays, their hope will be stronger than that of great and holy men who lived in more comfortable times. >I hate them with all my soul, no matter what ... Pics unrelated. I just really liked this manga and it has some pretty church scenes.
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>>2490 >My life is a mess, I don’t have any friends, or a girlfriend, or someone that really cares about me. Since I was a child I was humiliated and treated badly, I'm a porn addict since I was a child and I discovered that one of my family members is planning to make an OnlyFans account. I see that this world is getting more shitty and degenerate and I feel like our leaders (most probably Jews) are trying to enslave everyone. The purpose of dissatisfaction is to provoke you to change, not to make you sink into despair. You need to kick porn, you need to exercise, and you need to socialize. Find one man that you can call a friend and you will sharpen each other. This world is where you become what you will be for eternity. If you're content with who you are right now and want to set it into stone, then by all means...but if you aspire to something more, then you need to become, here and now. >I don't even trust Christianity because of its Jewish roots Christianity is Judaism fulfilled. Before Christ, Judaism existed as a means for God to shape the Jews in order to produce Christ. That happened, and now it's done. Judaism mission accomplished. No more Judaism. The current iteration of Judaism, or even the continued practice of the old one, has no place in humans' relationship to God. The Jews that you hate are not the ones out of which Christianity bloomed. Talmud did not touch Christianity because it is the written form of an oral tradition - a tradition carried, in the past, only by that group of Jews who crucified Christ. >(I don't care if someone says that "not all Jews are evil" or "some jews are cool tradcaths!", I don't trust them and I hate them with all my soul, no matter what). Well, that's not good. Hating evil is fine. Hating people is...well, I guess I also hate evil people, and that's not good either, but the point is that not everyone who is ignorant is also evil. >Since I was a kid I was bullied for being autistic, so that's probably the reason I have BPD nowadays. I have a lot of traumas that I can't forget, and I get really nervous when I remember some of them. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, meditation, and prayer can help your mind transcend your brain. The cycle is feel -> think -> act -> feel, and you can use cognition and behavior to modify emotion. >All I just wanted is have a nice asian wife (sounds like a joke for some reason, but I liked asian girls since I'm a kid), live in a nice place, have friends and raise children do it faget >but I guess that's not going to happen. Make it happen. Good things very, very rarely in history have ever simply "happened" or fallen into men's laps. It will make you very, very uncomfortable, but you must venture into the unknown, find what you want, and make it happen. Pick a book that you think applies best to your situation: https://www.abct.org/sh-books/ >...until my diet of shitty soylent food and the EMFs in my city ends up killing me. ...Well, improve your diet, for one. Stop eating fast food, and corn or soy should never be a dietary staple. I foresee that you'll be eating a lot of sausage and eggs, beans and rice, and frozen veggies. You'll get sick of them, but they'll make you feel better. Then you'll learn to make other things that you aren't sick of. Congratulations, you can now cook like a bachelor. >Every plan I make goes out wrong, it's like I have bad luck or that something wants me to suffer for some reason. It's possible. Porn is assembly-line demonic influence. It's also possible that you would be a formidable force for good and you're being targeted in particular to keep you suppressed. >I asked God to help me but he doesn't answer. For one thing, keep asking. For another, ask for something else as well: fortitude. God doesn't always save you from your problems. Christ asked for the Crucifixion to pass him by, but God said, "No." If you're under attack by a demon, He's more likely to throw you a sword and shield than to snap His fingers and annihilate your assailant. There is legitimate power that he has given us and which we can claim. You can invoke Christ. You can claim the protection of your guardian angel. You can ask Mary to intercede on your behalf. You can ask Michael to fight for you and send what aid he can to your guardian angel. You can invoke your own legitimate, God-granted authority and power over your own body, mind, household, and family. >And I don't know if he does exist or he is just some kind of Tulpa. Tulpas are fake and gay. Or demonic and gay. But they're definitely gay. >But the thing is that I'm tired of this world. Me, too. But we keep fighting, because to fight is the point. Victory or defeat in the material word is insignificant to the choice; deciding to fight, regardless of the outcome, demonstrates mastery of your own spirit, nobility, and heroism, and achieves a higher victory on a higher level of existence. Oh, and go to fucking church, man. Every week, at least once a week. And participate in the parish life.
>>2551 Out of curiosity, what is that manga about? Any others you know of which put Christians in a positive light?
>>2587 It's about three friends who play jazz music together: the guy next to the only opening stained glass window in the world, the guy sleeping in church, and the girl waking him up. It's a slice-of-life. Christianity doesn't play a huge part in the story as far as I remember but it is portrayed as something that is a big part of people's lives. It's been years since I read it and I mostly remember how much I enjoyed it rather than what it's about. I should read it again. >Any others you know of which put Christians in a positive light? Off the top of my head, not really. I mean there's Marimite which is set in an all girls Catholic school but it has even less portrayal of Christianity. It is phenomenally good though. Good enough to recommend even to people who aren't particularly into anime. It fits into the Anne of Green Gables - Little Women - Pollyanna style of story. That second tier of literature. Let me put it this way: It supplanted TTGL as the most inspiring anime I've ever watched. The anime covers only part of the light novels and the novels never actually finished the main character's entire time at school.
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>>2490 Same, anon. I just want to be a good person and have a wife and raise a family and have a job. I've been suicidal for a long time. I didn't know if I believed in Christ for a long time, but I'm starting to, little by little. The only thing I needed to do is last long enough to change myself. I hope you do, too. The world is wicked and painful. Don't let it win. Find something in your life that inspired love and honor and innocent passion. Never let it go, because when the world takes everything away from you, you will always have that spark in your heart. Last, anon. Last. Don't die until the end. Love, from old /a/.
>>2551 >Did you have a dream for what you wanted to do or did it get crushed? Well. I just wanted to be a Software Developer and live in Japan. But I'm getting tired of Technology thanks to useless but concerning things like Virtual Reality, AI, Webapps, Soydevs and evil stuff like that. It's like Technology is enslaving people. Also, a few years ago a Neurologist told me that I had Brain Damage since birth, but I don't really know if I should trust him, since I don't like meds and things like that. I could go to a Psychiatrist to treat my mental problems, but I don't really know if it's a good idea. >Do you have the thing where nothing you ever applied for (jobs, housing etc) ever got accepted or is yours something different? I just want to know if it's the same. I don't want to explain it, sorry. I just get kinda paranoid when I talk about personal stuff, even if I'm doing it on an Imageboard. Also, for covid reasons (I don't have covid, but I live in a 1984 tier globohomo country) I can't travel to my hometown, now I don't know what I should do.
>>2757 >Misaki anon is back Welcome back. Are you good at programming? Would you be able to write some non-shitty (or even just less shitty) software? It's about time we started making good things. My dream is getting stolen right in front of my eyes so I really feel for you. I've always wanted to get into academia (yeah I know) but every university is adopting policies requiring you to get vaccinated. I have no clue what I'm going to do now. It's a bit unfair that people who care about the state of the world are only able to talk online. I'm obsessed with stories involving real friendship, mainly because I can't find it myself. >I don't want to explain it Fair enough. Don't dox yourself. >hometown Is there a reason you want to go there or are you saying you weren't able to visit the place you spent time at as a kid?
>>2758 >Are you good at programming? honestly, i don't know, i can't even concentrate on anything so i just ldar for 2 years. I was good at maths when i was a kid and my dad is really good at math and logic too so maybe. >I've always wanted to get into academia (yeah I know) but every university is adopting policies requiring you to get vaccinated. I have no clue what I'm going to do now. that sucks, thanks j00s >Is there a reason you want to go there or are you saying you weren't able to visit the place you spent time at as a kid? no, i can't travel there since i don't have a permit which you can get only if you get vaxxed (i'm vaccinated, forced, but i need to wait 14 fucking days for get a permit, meanwhile niggers invade my country and i see that the goverment just care about oppressing law abiding civilians like me) honestly i don't really think i can believe in god, maybe it's because i'm autistic, but i just don't believe. i'm more of a atheist since i don't believe something could have created something as big as the universe. my life is shitty since i was a kid so if he exists i would just hate him, i don't really care if i go to hell or something like that. also, this world sucks and i see god is doing nothing about it, so i just see more reasons to hate him.
>>2800 Why blame God, when you can blame the poor choices of Fallen Man? Why hate the being who keeps you alive to give you chance after chance? Why think of the universe as too big, when it and all its beauty are finite? It's all a matter of perspective, anon.
>>2800 >i don't believe something could have created something as big as the universe The universe is nothing compared to God. He is infinite.
Hey, Misaki, you still standing?
>>2901 Yeah. Also, I really changed my perception about Christianity, I don't like it. I don't want to worship a Jewish thoughtform. https://16chan.xyz/fascist/res/1395.html https://16chan.xyz/fascist/res/13995.html
>>3017 Christianity is Greek.
>>3018 It's still Jew worshiping.
>>3017 And why do you trust any of this? >>3019 How? You look at the Kabbalah thread at all?
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>>3017 W E W E W You literally linked an imageboard owned by pedojew, IP scrape & sell, josh moon. A.K.A: the guy who really screwed up 8chan.You actually expect us to go to that shithole anon? >>3018 >>3020 I don't think he's here to listen, just to data mine. Example below >>3019 A (((certain group))) does the same thing and never listens to what people have to say and women too
>>3021 well, i didn't know that, sorry.
>>3022 It's fine. Just live and learn. and ask a mod to get rid of of the link 95% of new alt chans are like that. Ask and verify before going to a place. Also Christianity is Greek
>>2490 you have /pol/ brain OP take a few days off from the internet
>>2490 here and stop looking at things so linearly, thats one thing i never understood about people who hate the Jews. Satan doesnt discriminate he can use anybody he wants jew or otherwise
>>3019 https://whatjewsbelieve.org/about-the-jewish-roots-of-christianity/ >One might ask, ‘But weren’t the first Christians actually Jews?’ Yes, but this is irrelevant. The first Protestants were Roman Catholics. Martin Luther was a Roman Catholic Priest. The Roman Catholics do not consider Protestant Christianity to be merely another form of Catholicism. >Just because it is a Jew who creates something, does that mean that what was created is Jewish? Just because a Jew holds to an idea, does that automatically mean that the idea the Jew holds to is a Jewish idea? The spiritual is more important than race, what you do is more important than what you are. Jesus was indeed a Jew, but he stood against the satanic aspects that /pol/ would attribute to all elite jews, on a moral level. To say all jews are evil is just wrong (even if the majority of them are), the modern Jewish religion is certainly wicked when compared to Christianity. We don't worship Jesus's race, the Jewish people or the evil things the disobedient Israelites did (like worship pagan idols), we worship someone's God nature, who was sinless, part of being superior/God-like is found at a moral level, not a human racial one.
>>3017 God is European. God has hair as bright(blonde) as the sun, and eyes as blue as the sky(light blue). God created a physical being(Jesus) to go from the one side of Europe to the far east side where Europeans were congregating - the land that was always part of Europe, but was stolen/overrun with demons from the east - asia(jews are part of the race known as mongoloid, alongside other asians). Jesus had a more faded blonde hair color and medium blue eyes. jews, like the wewuz's of today, constantly try to steal and alter history, because they're nothing but soulless demons. They always try to make themselves appear holy and powerful. They know they're not. They have no holiness or soul. They even have a guidebook which they worship that tells them to commit any evil they want, because they know that they're just golems and won't go to Heaven - even Jesus says this, and also told this to his Roman scribe friends, which is why jews and other non-whites want to erase and alter history, because ultimately they're all soulless golems filled with the seed of satan - meaning they're nothing more than demons for us to fight against. So remember that God is European, and you're one of the few(144000 chosen European Men) that has a soul.
>>3031 And where, pray tell, did you uncover this revelation?
>>3031 what
well, i think im going to give a second chance to christianity, i'll see if there's a local church close to my home.
>>3031 also i'm not racist, i just hate jews.
>>3091 That's racism.
>>3090 Awriiiight, Misaki! Tell us what you find.
>>3090 good luck, try not to go to a pozzed one
Here is an explanation of the New Covenant and what Jesus has done and why he was the messiah. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8HpPEdNOyK0 Here is the Gospel and good news: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mgUWg3ZY_C8 Here is the reasoning for God for non-believers: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A01sKjogGoI If you believe that Jesus is the son of God who rose from the dead then you can receive God and know true life and joy.
>>3090 You're not giving "Christianity" a "chance" and certainly not just by going to some random church. Most churches will not be helpful at all and even good ones will probably just seem weird and feel disconnected to you. Christianity isn't "one of the religions you're going to try out". You're not choosing a religion you're deciding to believe in the true facts of God recorded by the Jewish people well known for their record keeping, facts which have been proven archaeologically, based on reliable documents and from testimony of born-again christians and others for the past 2000 years. Receiving the Holy Spirit, experiences of Heaven and other miracles and events all perfectly relating to one another and scriptures of The Word. That's one part the second part is you are accepting that you need help from God and you have fell short of his requirements all on your own free-will. You cannot defeat sin on your own and you are a sinner, no one in your family or online or anywhere in the world is better or worse than you, everything is your fault and you want help from The Lord. You have chosen to sin and have ruined your own life and soul now you are done with that. You are not interested in Earthly things you are thinking on Heavenly thing only. You are done with your old life and want a new life. You are the same as a murderer if you've ever gotten angry and the same as an OnlyFans girl if you've ever committed sexual sin, masturbation or even looking at someone with lust you are no better than a prostitute you just have a different circumstance. Your shirt is bloody from murder. Jesus can give you a clean shirt and he will go to prison in your place. But he tells you that you better keep that new shirt clean this time. To be honest I only read bits of your post sorry but if you haven't read the Gospels and heard what Jesus has to say to you as he speaks through time then read the Gospels on your own that is more important than any church.
>>3091 Nazi science only shows that the majority of Jews are capable of being evil, so it's not that far-fetched to believe that some of them can be good or not lie. To believe that all Jews are evil and liars is just wrong.
>>3120 Slow down there Augustine you're going to scare him away.
>>3122 He should be scared. I'm more scared for him than he is for himself. And that's scary. Though I certainly don't mean to be aggressive. I have a gift of extreme concern for the unsaved and was passing through. I don't know how old he is but most people become real christians in their 20's. It is most likely time for him to move away from being a pragmatic Christian into being an actual person. Not a slave to natural desires and hated and depression which he thinks are part of him and part of life. You don't need to be a great christian. That comes later and not at all by your own abilities. You need to believe in Jesus and listen to his words. He's not a ""great moral teacher" and God doesn't "maybe exist" Nature cannot create itself by its own rules it has a creator but aside from that you will have a relationship with God. You have been lied to your whole life. As everyone has been. Lied in the humanities lied in the sciences. Surprisingly the system we live in is evil. The education system is not on your side, millionaire government elites are not on your side. You are being programmed to be a good dumb worker slave filled with despair and hatred for others to keep you divided and weak which is basically what you predict you'll end up in the opening post. You have made terrible choices, again as have we all. Repent of your past and your sins and your hatred. You mentioned hating the Jews. If you want to hate the Jews give up now. You expect to live forever with hatred in your heart and with depression in your heart. God wants you to be prepared to live forever he knows what it takes. He will take your depression and hatred away when you want it gone and accept humbly that you are weak. If you don't want to hate anymore, if you don't want porn or be obsessed with your collections of worldly things that will be dust some day. Then you are ready. "But that's scary." Yes it is. God knows what is best for you, he will change you in ways you might not expect or even want at first but it is for your own good. “If anyone loves me, he will keep my word, and my Father will love him, and we will come to him and make our home with him.” -The Messiah https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gefA3f0n3OY
>>3123 I should never say "give up now" no matter what of course. Sorry. You know my witnessing never works probably because I am aggressive. But OP it's so unbelievably important to read the Gospels. Jesus is the one who saves, no human can do that. That's all.
>>3123 >>3127 I think it's more efficient to see that men come to redemption by their love for the bounties of salvation rather than despondency over the miseries of their past. The present day brings up evil after evil as is its nature and I expect more to come. To plant and firmly root faith requires hope in the glory to come in Christ. There is no satisfaction in the secular world with all its vain innovations and pageantries. The need for God burns a hole deep in the heart of every man. No one can last the ordeals lest he fill it with His Word. >Come to me, all of you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest! Take my yoke upon you and learn from me because I am gentle and humble of heart, and you will find rest for your souls. Indeed, my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30 >But Jesus answered, “Martha, Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things! Yet, one thing is needed! Mary has chosen the good part, and it will not be taken away from her.” Luke 10:41-42
>>3129 Yes. But some people just become a bit stuck unable to truly feel they need to repent or even need Jesus to change them. Mostly the hardline atheists. Someone with a bit of a softer open heart yes they need to know what it is Jesus can and will do. You gotta come to Jesus for repentance and also comfort as Amazing Grace perfectly illustrates. And as Jesus is. Jesus is so perfectly harsh and caring and just.
>>3130 >Mostly the hardline atheists. With those reprobates their hearts are hardened and their minds filled with the speculations of this world so as to test the mettle of the church. They will find their end, >But when the king came in to see the guests, he saw a man who was not wearing a wedding garment. He asked him, ‘Friend, how did you come in here, not wearing a wedding garment?’ And the man was speechless. Then the king said to the servants, ‘Bind him hand and foot, take him away, and throw him into the outer darkness where there will be weeping and grinding of teeth.’ Matthew 22:11-13
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>>3090 Good luck Misaki anon. I'll tell you what you're going to find though: normalfags. Churches are made up of the same people you find everywhere else with the same flaws and problems. Just like this board is made up of the same kind of people that go to other boards. I hope you understand my meaning. I don't want you to think that you'll find a secret club of likeminded people who all see and understand what you and I do. The reason to go to church is not for a social club. The reason is for God. Eventually, you learn to like the other parishioners despite the things about them that bother you. But that's all a long way in the future for you. You don't need to pretend that you're instantly best friends with everyone there. I promise you nobody will be getting offended if you just want to keep to yourself. Don't feel that you have to participate in the service either. If you live in a part of the world where church hasn't happened yet, I would recommend a sacramental church (Catholic, High Anglican, Orthodox) if there is one available. For many reasons not least of which is you'll have a better experience there I think. Low churches can be very overwhelming for new people. >>3120 >>3123 I know you have a good heart and you mean well but nobody was ever argued into recognising their own sin. That's something that just clicks for you one day. >>2800 Sorry I didn't reply to your post earlier. I think you should latch onto any creative thing you enjoy doing and always try to do a good job of it in both senses of the word. That is to do moral good and to do things well. I believe the way to drive back the darkness is to do good things. Evil cannot stand being in the presence of good. Did you end up getting a permit to travel? It's been nearly two weeks now.
>>3120 >in the true facts of God recorded by the Jewish people well known for their record keeping Imagine trying to convince an anti-semite with that line.
>>3143 >I, ME, I >playing misery poker No.
>>3145 You have nothing to write about. Its all soft, because youre soft. Simple as. Dont waste my fucκin time
>traumas >no mention of a violent psychopath stupid father that has no qualms about beating you in public >no mention of a naive dumb mother that passes you off to get beaten three times a week >no mention of any of them continuously conspiring to and sometimes ransacking your room for cash >no mention of chronic internal physical pain since childhood >no mention of aliens now thinking they givin you painless, touchless torture, but with actual pain Yeah, traumas. Youre probably just malnourished. Megadose vitamins and get back to work.
>>3146 Correction: OUR time. >>2490 Your post is an absolute nothing that you should figure out. Don't want to play misery poker, then dont come to the table
>>3146 A man is to be helped, one way or another. That you have possibly suffered more is irrelevant. It grants you no more authority over him than us. A man who lives angry and unfulfilled will die angry and unfulfilled. And you will die, anon. How you choose to do it is entirely your choice. But to impede the help of another soul is mere spite. You may pride yourself on being stone now, but stone merely wears away into rocks and sand.
what the fuck happened to my thread, i just left for a few hours
>>3146 >>3147 >>3148 those are literally female tier arguments "YOU'RE NOT ALLOWED TO SUFFER BECAUSE I SUFFERED MORE!!!!!!!!!!" also, i never told my entire problems, the things i posted in my op thread are just some of the most important in my opinion. >>3134 >Did you end up getting a permit to travel? It's been nearly two weeks now. i didn't check yet
>>3134 >If you live in a part of the world where church hasn't happened yet, I would recommend a sacramental church (Catholic, High Anglican, Orthodox) if there is one available. For many reasons not least of which is you'll have a better experience there I think. Low churches can be very overwhelming for new people. High churches can be overwhelming if anon doesn't know the order of service. Even a traditional Lutheran service which is dead in the middle in terms of liturgical complexity has a particular format to be followed: https://invidious.snopyta.org/watch?v=dPAlusnIgM8 Low churches seem more like social clubs where cheesy contemporary Christian rock music is played between paraphrased readings of the Bible and an improvised sermon that takes up the majority of the time. I don't see consecration in them but perhaps those who participate in their services get greater value out of it. Many churches have put recordings of their services online over the past two years so it would be prudent for anon to view them before reaching out and visiting.
>>3151 Check the catalog?

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